Day Three

Day Three
December 29, 2018

As part of all journeys, there are some good days and some not so good days. I’m not saying this was a bad day, it’s just been a day. With my mental health it’s a uphill climb everyday, anyone who has mental issues can confirm this, right?

Today I started as I did the last two days, I read my devotionals both on YouVersion and through emails, but today my focus was just nil to nothing. I could blame this or blame that but it would not do any justice to the fact that mentally i am just not here today.

So what do i do at the end of a day that was not very productive? I am looking at the good I did do today. For one we succeeded in getting out of bed, that’s a plus! Two, I managed to do house work. Three, i helped watching our granddaughters while My daughter-in-law was working and my Son was changing the wheels on his vehicle. Four, I hosted a semi party watching College Football Bowl games.

That last one seems small, but really it is huge, I always enjoy getting together with my brother and sister-in-law, always. It’s just that due to the way I started the day, it was difficult to be happy when P.T.S.D. symptoms were at a near maximum.

Anyway, I will end this day like all the rest, praising God and thank Him for life and ask for strength and application of the scriptures.