Does neurological and mental health issues disqualify a person for a career?

This is a subject often thought about but rarely said aloud. That is until Hillary Clinton passed out on 9-11-2016. Since that day it seems that it is every media blog or show’s main purpose to get a chance at having their say.

With my history of having seizures and now mental illness, I have too suffered the mainstream stigma of fear inspired speech, It borders the line of disregard too. While I was in law enforcement, i had an episode to where my arm and muscles in my neck were not moving, so I was taken to the hospital. And just over a ten hour period, I had several calls from my co-employees and fellow detention officers calling, not to ask if i was okay, but to make sure I was really sick. They didn’t believe me. It went as far as to bring up my CT scan and MRI and EEG reports to show that there was activity causing the problem.  The stigma of brain health was alive and well in the 90’s and I suffered the embarrassment of the lies and growing stigmatizes stories to go from one officer to another until I was called into the office, while in recuperation at home to the Lt’s office to go under a personal review to see where and if I still was able to do anything. To make a long story short I was moved to the elevator as my position, thus ending my law enforcement career.

Now was I having seizures, yes. Could they be stopped yes, they were controlled using med. I was able to work the desk and computer jobs, but no I had to be hid away in the elevator, and why STIGMA!!!

Stigma says we are afraid of you now that you have an illness. Stigma says you are not worthy of holding a job and cannot return to human life. Stigma marks a disgrace on that person with neurological and mental illnesses.

Now back to Mrs. Clinton. I have seen so called christian blogs call her unfit because she passed out, because she needed help up the stairs and because she wore glasses used  to help people with seizure activity and/or Alzheimer's.

Does this mean she is unfit for duty?

Franklin D. Roosevelt had polio and went to hot springs a lot, was he deemed unfit for duty.

MANY, MANY members of the armed forces live with headaches and much more neurological and mental illnesses, left undiagnosed and some diagnosed but they still were in the armed forces, able to do their job. And Why? Because the needed to.

I have heard many times over the last four years of veterans telling the doctors in the army, navy marines that they have recurring headaches and loss of speech and inability to think clear. The answer they are given take a tylenol and go to sleep you will be fine tomorrow. With one gentlemen tomorrow was the same as the next several years. Headaches that lead to attitude changes and irrational thinking. And now is diagnosed with Bipolar and alzheimer's. Is he unfit for duty now yes, why. Lack of listening by the drs. In the Navy.

Why was I deemed unfit for my job as a desk clerk, lack of concern and pride of what it would look like if they had a detention officer with seizures.

People are arrogant, unlearned and just uncaring for people when it comes to these two subjects. And we as patients know that. I am not at all surprised that Hillary Clinton kept this health trouble to herself. The reason is for the same reon why many teenagers don’t come clean with what they are into whatever the reason because they are scared what others may think.

Hillary CLinton wants to be President of the United States. Does her having seizures or colon problems or any other illness keep her from serving her duties as President?

Does anyone who have neurological disorders or mental illnesses mean they cannot serve in the career the choose? Does it mean they are not knowledgeable?

The answer is always a big fat yes.

WHY?

STIGMA.

No matter what we do or say, Stigma will rule the land.

Why?

Stigma is the law of the land in atheism. Survival of the fittest.

And this United States of America is a godless land, self proclaimed by the Commander in chief Obama. He is the leader who proclaimed it and  is only one of the reasons why America is going down hill.

The bible says two things about leadership and government that come to mind.

1 timothy 2:1-2 says, “I urge, then, first of all, that petitions, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for all people— 2 for kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness.

And

Jeremiah 18:7-8 says, “7 If at any time I announce that a nation or kingdom is to be uprooted, torn down and destroyed, 8 and if that nation I warned repents of its evil, then I will relent and not inflict on it the disaster I had planned.”

 This is where we are now in America. People are raging to fear of either one of these candidates are unfit, for whatever reason.

I am not a supporter of either candidate. But if Clinton can do the job and keep her health in good standings then she should have a shot at it. If she needs a break give it to her don’t be the one who calls her out because of illnesses. If the truth be known there is lots of leaders in The Government that have illnesses and still are able to do there job same as the everyday Joe.

I am sure there is one person at your job or school that has an issue, but is still able to work.

And if you still think that that person should not be working. You are issuing Stigma! And should be ashamed of yourself.

Breakfast with Francis

(Note: I have sat on this leaving it alone and have not read this until tonight, Sept. 17th, 2016. I still have recurrences of this dream both in the day and at night.)

Dream from Feb. 13, 2016

It all began with a bus ride with Bernie sanders and his election staff. I was allowed on as a member of the media. I got bold and asked Bernie a few questions he obliged. The question that stands out is this one: But Bernie aren’t you afraid that with your Socialism take on the democracy that it will turn the U.S. into a communist country?”

He turned to me with genuine concern, “That won’t happen Socialism in its purity is almost divine in nature. It will help one another and see us through this most difficult time in America’s life.”

I then found myself in a theater on the front row of a theater. I did not see the face of the Republican nominees. But as I was talking with the man, a group of Secret Service Men gathered around us to take this nominee away. I was literally in a state of fear. This man I felt was going to be the next Pres. of the U.S.- and it was not a good thing.

I quickly went back to Bernie Sanders and said, “You have alot to do Bernie, if you want to win this election.”

He questioned as we shook hands, “I.. What now?”

“Let’s just say they have chosen their next leader.” I said as I turned to go.

He was left speechless and frozen still.

I then found myself having Breakfast with Pope Francis. We were sitting outside in the fresh air and sun shining eating and smiling and talking. We both understood each other, it was almost great fellowship. Then the sky grew dark, I looked over his shoulder and I was carried away in spirit only to St. Peter's Basilica and saw a large group of Cardinals carrying a man dressed in White with a crown on his head of Gold and Platinum. His robe was blood lined inside and the fray was also blood.

As they carried him he rose in the air floating to as tall as the St. Peter's statue.

I went back to Francis and said “it's here”, he said, “Oh yes it is here”

Neither of us were surprised, I grabbed his hand as he laid his fork down from eating. I prayed that this man was Saved, delivered and healed and ready to go.

We were swooped to Israel. We were arm in arm followed what seemed like protectors. We were on a highway in Israel with the newly formed ductwork over it. We had crosses in our hands and were picking them up as Luke 9:23 says.

We were singing God’s praises. Arm in arm we were the two witnesses.

then was thinking back of a meeting we had had with Hillary Clinton, Barack Obama, some others that included by government people and State Officers from the past that are now dead.

I was with my son Michael and we were in a bus that was being driven by an independent running for President of the U.S.

She was driving way too fast almost seemed like purposely. We skidded on the ice and we flipped Mike and I grabbed hold of the arms of the seat we were sitting in and were unharmed as rolled and rolled and rolled.

We were okay unharmed, Mike and I went to the other passengers. One by one we helped up and out of the mangled bus, All were unharmed. No matter what the lady bus driver/Ind. nominee did to us trying to hurt us, we were all unhurt and praising God for it.

We all I guess were taken into this festival area where loads of fruit was being given out when the Bus driver, face now full of anger. I was sitting in a bench up against the wall, she lunged at me finger in my face her body pushing me down onto the bench/pew. You interviewed Bernie, and ----- (Whoever the Republican candidate was) and you didn’t interview ME!!! She slapped me, Obama saw this and pulled her away.

I got up to go when I was stopped by Hillary Clinton and the former Secretary of state for George Bush I can’t remember  her name.  They were arguing when Hillary screamed, “What does it matter? Her opinion doesn't make any since she’s dead.”

This brought me back to Francis and I with our protectors walking into Jerusalem. Singing and praising God.

A few thing that were boldly shown to me:

Francis hands were dirty at breakfast as I grabbed them

The man who was being lifted up and then levitated across the Basilica was the antichrist. The whole world was in awe as he flew up to the point of the Stature of Peter and what seemed like destroyed the statue. He raised his hands up receiving the praises of the people around him

His face was ashen, pale, and his hair Red beard red and his eyes was closed. It was spooky.

The woman Hillary Clinton was speaking of was Madeleine Albright

The song we were singing was Matt Redmans  Lord, Let Your Glory Fall

My thoughts i am working out still:

The Antichrist was unseating Francis as Pope. and was in the beginning of his rise to Leader of the world. If he wasn’t The antichrist then it could have been the beginning of the false prophet who will lead the world into worshipping the antichrist.

This dream was so vivid. It was much different from my other dreams. My usual dreams don’t include color this one did. I don’t usually feel in my dreams but in this one I could feel Francis's dirty hand. i could feel the fear in the eyes of the independent black woman running for president. I could feel the anger in her eyes and most importantly i felt her slap.

One part i forgot to jot down was when I was leaving before I got stopped by Hillary Clinton I saw an area that was built up like a stage i saw Obama and this woman who slapped me dancing together like Obama did on the Ellen Show.

There has been too much trifling with Jehovah Archibald Brown,